Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1205 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Husbands and Wives (6)’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY MINUTES online after I get back home tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:10am , and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:53pm , I lasted 6:10 . Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored, me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum came into my room to hit me very slightly with not only a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hadn’t left for work yet. The coolest thing was that I had another dream this morning! For this dream, : I’ve just driven our 4WD onto our driveway!
- After I gave myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum came to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the 4WD to brush teeth (poor Ela).
- Teeth brushed, I sat over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Oh, I also make a detour to switch the television on, coz unhelpful PIG mum wouldn’t turn the television on for me. *sigh*
- Now @ 3:24 pm , I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:49 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
cheers,
Em. ^^
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