Thursday Post 263

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2517 steps (ha, just over 2.5 grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Be Proactive, Passionate And Persistent’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-EIGHT MINUTES online after Kim minds me for two hours!!! Anyways, events for today?

-        Yay, second consecutive awesome sleep last night! Just like yesterday, nature didn’t call until 7:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes until 7:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 3:16pm, I lasted 5:57. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’m content to call it quits for Thursday. XD

-        There wasn’t much point trying to fall back asleep, knowing that PIG mum would enter my room soon; instead I just softly, silently but most hatefully sang about 30% of me newest second-favourite song silently, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.

-        Now @ 3:27pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:53. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

-        After PIG mum had come to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra strap, I gave myself fifteen more minutes then got myself mostly independently kitted.

-        PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela).

Teeth brushed, I sat over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Actually, I also go turn on the TV, coz I wanted to watch Sunrise!

Breakfast might’ve been a little porridge? But I’m certain that PIG mum also gave me three wee lil slices of the delicious green tea cake she’d baked! I also popped all my usual drugs :P drank one full mug of water and half a small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spent ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        Once PIG mum’s finished getting ready for work, she comes downstairs and I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the 4WD.

-        PIG mum tootles me off to the Garbo library for GCCW! Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt, but I ask to listen to the radio first coz I won’t be sitting in the 4WD when I leave the library shortly after midday. Era also helped Ela stretch for fifteen minutes, before Ela opened and closed her palm 100 times, holding each for a count of five. Usually, there’s only time for a ten minute stretch, but traffic was backed up along Logan road this morning.

-        About ten people attended GCCW today; homework for next fortnight’s ‘the threat’.

-        Hey, Kim’a arriving soon, so just briefly:

-        Had half a lunch with Aunty Carly @ Woka Woka

-        Attending our anthology book launch tonight!

-        Toms: late morning appointment to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture

-        Think it’s Aunty Lucia coming to mind me for one hour around 4pm toms. *sigh*

-        So hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing end to the week toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^