Sunday Post 265

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1383 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s “A Father’s Blessing (2)” and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s just three but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-FIVE MINUTES online after I watch the footy this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?

Woo hoo, 25^TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• Unsurprisingly, I didn’t fall asleep before PIG mum started a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me not only exceedingly slightly with a bra but a tee because dearest dad hasn’t left for church yet) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with once after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
• PIG mum comes back to help me with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Thanks to dad who’s left Weekend Sunrise on! Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of bread tossed into it, one large full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Cheers,

Em. ^^
P.S. At 5:03pm I've finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:03. Now, lemme finish one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I'll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD