Monday Post 265b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 268 steps (because obviously, I’ve not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic’s “What’s I A Name? Everything! (1) but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY MINUTES online this arvo!!! Anyways, events for today?

Woo hoo, 27^TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until like 6:15am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:25am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 10:27am, I lasted 6:40. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 10:40am I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:13. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Afterwards, the teddy and I cuddle and we have a massive snore together; indeed, I don’t wake again for the pot :P until dearest dad walks silently down the hallway and unpops the lock leading into the garage! After the second pot :P trip, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After dearest dad has retucked the teddies and I back into bed and kissed me bye before leaving for his hard day’s work, I obediently snore for another hour before getting myself up. Turns out I’ve gotta call PIG mum back downstairs anyway; she forgot to gimme any socks! XD
• Once PIG mum helps with Elf’s AFO and both laces, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Breakfast is somr bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water.
• After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Planning to watch Nine’s morning news, use the loo once then have lunch.
• I’ve got an early arvo torture session with Vincent the bloody physio to endure. ><
• Hopefully PIG mum’ll take me grocery shopping afterwards, else I don’t see how I’m gonna pass 1000 steps today.
• Tina’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Doubt she’ll lemme drink a white tea with two sugars, but fingers crossed I’ll get to read for one hour!
• Toms: late morning UQ physio with … oh, it’s only her second week; I haven’t learnt her name yet! Sth like Olivia? XD
• Fingers crossed I can have half a lunch @ Ho Lin Wah before I see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage. Bet PIG mum can’t wait to gasbag @ her for one straight hour. XD
• Carol’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm.
• Then for small group toms night we’re going to church to hear some missionary speak!
• Anyways, fingers crossed I can bbl this afternoon, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

P.S. Watched Nine’s morning news; all the interesting surnames I saw: Gucchiara, Airlie (first name), Monfries, Chetty, Best, Heinke, Pagan
P.P.S. Now @ 12:03pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 8:24. Right, promise I'll not play again until toms. XD