Monday, September 17, 2018

Tuesday Post 267


Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1409 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Welcome This Change!’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY-THREE MINUTES online after Carol minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?

  • For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:21, I lasted 6:08. Now, lemme finish one more game of Bejeweled lasting between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Now @ 2:36pm, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:46. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

I used the pot :P once last night @ 2:05am and again around 6:40am, before spending the ten minutes till 6:50am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

  • The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, dearest dad walking silently down the hallway and unpopping the lock into the garage being my wakeup call to use the pot :P again.
  • After dad had left for his hard day’s work, the teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with just the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is around one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast tossed into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*



  • After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • Afterwards, I get into the 4WD and PIG mum tootles me off to the NAB.of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listen to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helps Ela stretch for forty minutes, before Ela opens and closes her palm 250 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also rubs Ela’s fingers for ten minutes.
  • Physio today: two laps walking along hallway, one 10m walk test, stepping for both legs, weightshifting and several sit-to-stands. Lol, Ethan was funny: he and Sonia walked past PIG mum and I while we were waiting for the lift, and he called out, “Bye bye, lovely ladies; cya tomorrow!” Since I’m six years older than him, PIG mum’s like thirty-three years older than him! Should someone like 1/3 a century younger than you really be calling you a ‘lovely lady’? XD
  • After using the loo once more for one tinkle, PIG mum tootled us off to Ho Lin Wah for half a lunch.
  • Lol,I had exactly the same meal as last week! Don’t worry, ‘twas yummy~ I particularly enjoyed my HK-style milk tea; PIG mum only put one sugar into it, but I was smart and had added one more when she was out banana shopping for me. XD
  • After lunch, PIG mum tootled us home, I turned off the alarm then walked myself slowly online after using the loo for one more tinkle, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Then I had to let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela on like fifteen minutes of stupid exercises for her, hence why I’m owed like twenty-five minutes online after the carer leaves today!
  • Hopefully dad won’t arrive home before 6:30pm and demand I leave right away … see, small group begins tonight @ 6:45pm; we’re meeting @ Dr. Lee’s for pizza and boardgames! So fingers crossed dad won’t get home and demand I leave super-early … I’ve never understood why his need to get me to appointments ten/fifteen minutes early. XD
  • Toms: perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me? Think I’ve only got upper limb session for Ela @ the NAB toms; will try my best to win Ethan’s shiny hundred dollar bill!
  • Also not sure why the computer’s so unresponsive today … there’s like @ least a ten second delay whenever I tried to switch windows … *sigh*
  • Oh, I think Kim’s minding me from 4pm then taking me to attend that One Voice choir toms night! Fingers crossed for another fluffy white sandwich~
  • Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

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