Thursday Post 297b

Heylo again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 1052 (see? Told you’d I’d pass 1000! XD) but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-EIGHT MINUTES online when I get back home from book club tonight!! Righteo, continuing today’s events?

• Yay, 6^th awesome consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I went straight back to sleep coz I hoped to wake once more and use the pot :P before PIG mum came to poke me up @ 7:30am!
• Now @ 5:09pm I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 8:10. Right, promise I’ll not play again until toms. XD

Success, coz PIG mum invariably begins her a-THUMPING around @ 7:20am. XD After one more pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• PIG mum comes and gives me eye goo but doesn’t help me with a bra and tee coz Kim’s taking me to GCCW this morning, score! When Kim arrives, I refuse to get up until I’ve finished my fifteen more minutes.
• Kim gets me kitted, then I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Score, Ela gets another break from holding the toothbrush, just like last night!

Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast tossed into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Thanks muchly to Kim who turned Sunrise on for me to watch! Over breakfast, I also I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Time to go, I head out and climb into the Camry. Kim tootles me off to the Garbo library for GCCW!
•   Eleven people attended this morning. Thanks to Veronika who helped me once to the bathroom for morning tea; I managed fine by myself. Lol, Pat got me three bikkies for morning tea; originally, she’d only gotten me two but Allison taught her, “You’ve gotta give Em @ least three. It’s okay; her mum’s not here.” XD

Cheers,

Em. ^^