Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 525 steps (obviously, I've not left the house) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Surrender To God (3)'. Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:29pm, I lasted 6;30. Now, lemme play one more game of Bejeweled lasting in between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sake tonight. XD
- Woo hoo, 19TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:10am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes until 6:20am beginning
a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking again to use the pot when PIG mum starts her morning a-THUMPING around upstairs. While waiting for her, I spent another ten
minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing
on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good
day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh*
He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live
the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only
deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that
nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with changing a tee because 'twas hot last night and my back was all sweaty this morning. Once she's gone for her half day's work and dearest dad has retucked the teddies and I back into bed, before returning to happy snorings with them, I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat
to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries
to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
Afterwards, the teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking twice more for the pot :P before Besta arrives a few minutes early. She and dad briefly chat outside in the garage, and then she lets herself into my room, brightly bidding me good morning. When Daddy Bear nods greetings back @ her, Besta knows what's expected and immediately offers us fifteen more minutes, thus saving her from the wrath of the Bear Bum. XD
The fifteen minutes up, I use the pot :P for one tinkle and Besta gets me kitted, before we head over to the bathroom and I brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her other weekly break~
After brushing teeth, I sit over the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, wash and dry Era then head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast.
Thanks to dearest dad who's left me one, not half a ham and egg sandwich; thanks also to Besta who cooks the bread yummy, adds cheese and makes me one mug of white tea with two sugars.
My biggest joy, however, isgetting to read for 1.25 hours first up! Not only that, The Morning Show was interviewing Westlife's Brian McFadden! This morning, I reached pg. 250 @ 10:50am and pg. 275 @ 11:29am. Asfor Besta, after she'd cleaned my room for me she sat and massaged Ela for just over one hour while watching The Morning Show.
At midday, I used the loo for another tinkle and Besta made me another mug of white tea with two sugars. I tried without success to ring Aunty Lai and read for another quarter-hour before trying Aunty Nga, but the phone was cut off like after two rings?
Instead, I read till 12:30pm and headed into the bathroom for my nice very warm shower - I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang 20% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers. Actually, I was all done after 15% but watered myself for one more tinkle first. XD
I had one tinkle before I flipped the nice warm water off, mostly dried myself (thanks to Besta who helped me dry my back and Era), mostly creamed myself (again, thanks to Besta who helped me cream my back and Era) and had another tinkle. When Besta rekitted me, I had one more tinkle when she was doing Elf's AFO straps and one last when she was giving Wally back to Ela.
Back outside, arvo tea was one full bowl of the yummy fried rice Besta cooked me, plus my third and final mug of white tea with two sugars.
Before Besta leaves, I use the loo for two more tinkles. She says she'll gimme breakfast in bed for my belated birthday present next week! :D
Tonight I'll haveta do all those HEP when dad's attending the Saturday church service. once I publish this post I'll visit the bathroom once more and read for fifty minutes first though; only Saturdays can I spend a blessed three hours with my nose buried in a book!
Toms: just church, nothing special. Braced for not being allowed for lunch with my peers (just a cheap five buck lunch with the parents @ Maccas) and a stressful arvo @ the hands of mother during the arvo. She has a mean habit of timing her rush downstairs and gleefully forcing me to do stupid exercises for her just when dearest dad's finished baddy and arvo tea with his mates and arrived home, so she can show off to him how much power she has over me and what a piece of sh*t I've become.
And also fingers crossed dad will take PIG mum and I out for dinner together toms night! Obviously, I'll get piss little: two meals between three people with dad taking @ least half a meal home for his lunch toms then having @ least half for his dinner leaves PIG mum and I the other meal; guess who eats most of that? *sigh*
Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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