Sunday Post 287

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1489 steps (and I'm certain I'll have passed 1.5 grand before the night's out XD); secondly, TWFT topic's 'Stop Making Excuses' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's only eight but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed EIGHTEEN MINUTES online later!!. Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:48, I lasted 6:44. Now, lemme finish one more game of Bejeweled lasting between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Woo hoo, 13TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:40am, and after one pot :P trip I immediately tried falling back asleep, coz in less than one hour PIG mum would come poke me up!
• Now @ 3:13pm I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:10. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hitthe sack tonight. XD
• Sleep didn't return unfortunately but I must've been like half-asleep coz I didn't hear PIG mum begin her a-THUMPING around and wasn't aware of her presence until she let herself into my room! I used the pot :P once more then; she hit me with the eye goo and helped me exceedingly slightly not only with the bra strap but the tee coz dearest dad hadn't left for church yet before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I also spend ten minutes beginning 
  a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• PIG mum comes back to help only with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• After grabbing myself a spoon, breakfast is one adorable lil bun that PIG mum baked last night! 'Twas so cute I asked PIG mum to please take a photo of it for me, please~ I also drank one full mug of water, popped all my usual drugs :P and even had one lil mug of milk! over breakfast, whilst PIG mum's upstairs changing, I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• once PIG mum's finished changing and come downstairs, I walk myself slowly and safely to the 4WD, again rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• PIG mum tootles us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day. I remember to not try and turn the radio on, coz she's 'too busy preparing her heart to worship God', whatever that means.
• At church, I use the loo myself for one tinkle then enter Bible study class. OMG, Ian's already there; I'm not the first student to arrive!!!
• Looks like we'll be a small class this term; again it's just pastor Chris teaching Ian, Calvin and me. Today we finish off lesson two, about our being Christ's bride.
• Bible study over, everyone immediately leaves while I wait for PIG mum to come collect me. When she does come, I use the loo for one more tinkle, grab a handful of chips for morning tea and grab a seat. Some aunty sits beside me for a chat.
• Time for ESS, I haul myself up to the main hall and grab my usual spot.
• Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today! I sing everything I know, plus the harmony for all four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
• Speaker today's Lisa Li! She manages the Membership committee. Some missionary to the Chinese Muslims also shared; his identity's that top secret he uses a pseudonym!
• After service, I used the loo for one more tinkle, then PIG mum tootled us off to the Warrigal Square Maccas for a cheap lunch with dad. He and I had the five dollar meal (chicken McFeast) while PIG mum bought herself a one dollar cheeseburger. Happiness was reading The Sunday Mail before and after lunch~
• Before going home, PIG mum and I bought groceries from the Warrigal Square Woolies.
• Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• PIG mum's come downstairs from her arvo nap …
• Fingers crossed dad will take us out for dinner tonight!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^