Sunday, March 17, 2019

Sunday Post 288

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1975 steps (and I'm beyond certain that I'll have passed 2000 before the day's out XD); secondly, TWFT topic's 'Surrender To God (4)' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's only eight. Anyways, events for today?
  • Woo hoo, 20TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep coz I hoped to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum started being noisy @ 7:20am!
  • At 3:09pm I've finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:14. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Success; like clockwork, PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around @ 7:20am; my wakeup call to use the pot :P once more. I then spend the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning 
    a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. *sigh*
  • Now @ 4:09pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:33. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • PIG mum comes into my bedroom @ 7:30am to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra but a tee (because dearest dad hasn't left for church yet; you can bet your bottom dollar I'll be doing that independently without any help whatsoever toms) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with once after giving myself fifteen more minutes.
  • She comes back to help only with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and 
    continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, 
    rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  • Breakfast is one of the lil raisin bun things PIG mum baked last night! I also drank one full mug of water, popped all my usual drugs and 
    I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude! Oh, I drank one small mug of Ovaltine, too.
  • After turning the alarm on, I get into the car and PIG mum tootles us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, and of course she won't lemme turn the music on because "she's too busy preparing her heart to worship God", whatever that means, but hey.
  • At church, I hike downstairs, use the loo once then enter Bible Study class. Pastor Chris has already arrived!

    Cheers,

    Em. ^^

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