Saturday Post 290

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 950 steps (but hopefully I'll have cracked one grand before the day's out) and secondly, TWFT topic's "Don't Yield To Fear' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm still owed FIFTEEN MINUTES online after Kim minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2;36pm, I lasted 5;16. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 2:52pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:20. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I immediately try and fall back asleep again, coz PIG mum begins her a-THUMPING around @ 7:20am!
• Sure enough, that's exactly what happens! I wake and use the pot :P once more when that happens then spend the ten minutes until 7:30am beginning 
  a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• once PIG mum hits me with the eye goo and leaves for her half day's work, I 
  spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After dearest dad retucks the teddies and I back into bed and promises to stay quiet so we can cuddle and snore in peace, we do just exactly that, with me not waking again for the pot :P until like 9:30! No point falling back asleep afterwards; I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^