Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1855 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Satisfaction That Defeats Sin'; thirdly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Abundance Meets Need' and fourthly, TWFT topic's 'You Need A Support System'. Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once @ 12:45am; I used the pot :P again this morning @ 6:40am before I spend ten
minutes beginning a mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the
patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><
*sigh*
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Nature usually calls hourly after that initial daylight pot :P trip but happiness was snoring soundly with Uber and not waking again to relieve myself until dearest dad very thoughtfully walked silently down the hallway and unpopped the lock into the garage before waking for the pot :P again.
After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and leaves for his hard day's work, Uber and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking around 9:30am to use the pot :P once more before I start counting down fifteen more minutes, telling myself I'll bang the wall and call for PIG mum if she's still not stored by 9:45am. Full credit to her who remembers to get up when I'm only about four minutes into the count! XD
PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. She comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when PIG mum orders I eat breakfast for her first.
Breakfast is one bowl of mashed-up bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast lightly spread with avocado and perhaps sprinkled with some salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get
through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the
cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky
unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to
do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and she tootles me off to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also haveta listen to her mix of Chinese songs all day too and today, Era helps Ela stretch for twenty-five minutes before Ela opens her palm 150 times, holding each for a count of five.
Aww, I feel loved upon entering Ray's place; once he greets us, he immediately asks after my sore leg~
Whoops, almost outta time, so just super-briefly:
Get massage and acupuncture from Ray
Get home, send off GCCW homework.
Have one bowl of rice leftovers for lunch; I really like the honey garlic chicken PIG mum cooked!
Used loo for one tinkle and popped online.
Kim's minding me 4-6pm.
Have online choir practice from 5:30pm till 6:45pm.
Toms: Karina's helping me up @ 7:30am and taking me to GCCW!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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