Good afternoon again and heylo again! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 4715 (did mother shake him very enthusiastically before reattaching back to Ela? XD Somehow I've even passed 4.5 grand! XD) but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTY-FIVE MINUTES online after Kim minds me for two hours and I watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 199TH time!! Righteo, continuing today's events?
- Nature called again around 6:20am, and after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Usually nature calls hourly after that first morning pot :P trip but happiness was snoring soundly with Pearl until dearest dad silently and very thoughtfully walked along the hallway and unpopped the lock into the garage to relieve myself.
- After dearest dad has kissed me bye, retucked me back into bed, tried to suck Pearls six pearls, laughed when Pearl indignantly bodyslammed him for it, promised he'd try come home for lunch and left for his hard day's work, Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking once more to relieve myself shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry both hands and head out to the gobbling :P table.
- Breakfast is one bowl of the less-yummy bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) sprinkled thinly on top with some Coco Pops, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also
leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
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Cheers,
Em. ^^
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