Good afternoon and HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Idiot Wally must've gotten drunk over NYE celebrations and forgot to start work this morning because he's only given me 693 steps but I've done HEAPS more than that! >< PIG mum just said take last Sunday's total but I've walked heaps more this Sunday than I did last Sunday! >< Hmph. Firstly, I'm gonna login Sunday's plodding total @ 2064; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional from last night's 'Death Rehearsal' thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Enjoy Each Day Of This New Year (1)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Choose Joy' and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's just three. Anyways, events for today?
- January the 1st's the only day I allow myself to call it an awesome night's sleep even though I didn't hit the sack until 12:50am! Nature didn't call until 6:10am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- One hour later, I'm awakened for another pot :P trip when PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. She says she'll gimme a new tube of toothpaste tonight; wonder if she remembers .... XD
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also
leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckle my seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us off to church; dearest dad's the parking usher when we arrive and snaps us a smart salute. XD
- I hike downstairs and use the normal ladies toilet once because the disabled loo lid's closed and PIG mum won't open it for me.
- Entering the room I grab the seat @ the back on the most left and PIG mum bolts upstairs for the Canto service.Yay, stayed seated for service this morning. Sang everything I knew plus the harmony for two songs; Ela and Era also clapped along for a third but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was some Indian-looking guy who'd actually interviewed Peter Pie when he first wanted to become a pastor! "He did good," the speaker remarked about the interview to the laughter of everyone. XD
- After service ended I used the disabled toilet once myself then went back and sat outside the service hall coz someone had boiled a pot of red bean dessert soup for us! I'm not a fan, but drank one mug anyway coz I like sweet things. XD
- Even better, I joined Kalos, Aggie and seven others @ Niya's kitchen @ Market Square for lunch! I chose the cheapest item menu: rice cakes with a little pork mince and bok choy.
- Afterwards, I hiked all the way to Gong Cha for a pearl milk tea! I was clever and finished the whole drink before PIG mum got home. XD
- Used loo for one tinkle and then I walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- After I've used up my most important two hours of the day I might type up the sermon summary Aggie wants me to do for today's sermon.
- Doubt dad will take us out for dinner ... *sigh*
- Toms: makeup public holiday! If dad won't take us out anywhere I'm staying in bed ALL DAY before getting up to watch the 6pm news bulletin @ 5:50pm. XD The only alas is that I'll not get any support ... *another sigh*
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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