Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1122 steps (ha, I'm over one grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'What Is Your Aim?'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'What Do You See? (2)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'In All Our Dealings' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-ONE MINUTES online after lunch!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 7th consecutive awesome sleep last night! What a fantastic way to end the year with: the 15TH time this year I've achieved one straight week of awesome sleeps! True, for the past three years, I've somehow managed to achieve TWENTY-FIVE of these one straight week of awesome sleeps, but mother says that's not important. Nature didn't call until 6:05am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- I woke @ 7:45am again for the pot :P and wondered how come dearest dad wasn't leaving for work yet? Then I remembered dad saying he's working @ the Kwok residence today.
- Around 9am I'm woken for a third pot :P trip when PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the tee but the bra strap (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- After getting myself a spoon (the 25TH time this year), breakfast is one bowl of the yummier (flaky) bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get
through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the
cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Cheere,
Em. ^^
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