Good afternoon! (I love how the Sun hasn't even set just after 6:15 because come Winter 5pm and it's pitch black! XD) Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1734 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional from last night's 'Gold, Frankincense and Myrrh'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Be Kind To Others'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Clinging To What's Good"; fifthly, the spam count for the week's actually eleven and sixthly, the spam count for the weekend's just three but seventhly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and FIFTEEN MINUTES online after I get home from our once-weekly dinner out together!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:10am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Shortly afterwards, PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs; come 7:30am she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not just the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home; you can bet your bottom dollar she'll not help toms) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry both hands and then head out to the gobbling :P table.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also
leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
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Once PIG mum finishes attending CM online, she tootles me off to BCAC for ESS. I use the loo once myself on arrival and grab my usual seat; PIG mum bolts off for her very informal 'fellowship' with the other aunties who can't be bothered attending Bible Study like my dearest dad does.
Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today. i sing everything, plus the harmony for one song but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
Speaker today was Reverend Chris with his very final sermon @ BCAC! Afterwards everyone packed the front for group photos; Uncle Colbert took several before I remembered to tug my mask down and thanks to Mel who chose one to share on our BCAC Facebook page where you can actually see my grin. XD Also thanks to Dr. Lee who lent me his shoulder to rest my peace sign on. XD
Joey kindly walked behind me to a seat after the big photo was taken; unfortunately, while other photos were been taken dad arrived and immediately whisked me away for my pissy little UnHappy Meal. *sigh* We bumped into Evan and Clinton!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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