Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2123 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'How Satan Serves God'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Don't Burn Out (1)" and fourthly. Our Daily Bread's devotional A Card And Prayer' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and NINE MINUTES online should some carer come mind me between 4-6pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once around 2am; after another pot :P trip once the Sun had risen I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The next time I'm woken for a pot :P trip it's after 9am and it's PIG mum's noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs that's woken me. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I wash and dry Era before walking myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- After getting myself a spoon (26TH time this year I've had to get myself cutlery for the year, one more than last year >< *sigh*), breakfast is one bowl oof dry (no honey) Weet-Bix with some Minus :P, all my usual drugs :P and onr full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast over, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat oof PIG mum's 4WD. She gets in too and tootles me off to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture. Obviously, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listened to her mix of Chinese songs all day too.
- At Ray's, I use the loo once and then lie down for some acupuncture and massage. PIG mum's in her element yapping ceaselessly @ Ray; my grateful thanks to him who always replied and kept a conversation flowing. Actually, all kudos to PIG mum today: even though she so excitedly yapped without cease, today she only repeated one word thrice! XD
- After another loo trip, PIG mum tootled me to that place along Logan Road to return the wheelchair we'd hired last Wednesday and then she took us to that big Momo's place for lunch!'
- We shared three flavours (honey soy, original and BBQ) plus one bowl of chips; PIG mum even lemme drink a vanilla malt milkshake! She herself had a lemon iced tea and we traded slurps; gosh, her lemon iced tea wasn't Lipton's but some high class one and delicious!
- Back home, I did another stinky unspeakable, washed and dried Era and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Eep it's 3:56pm and Michelle just rang saying she's STILL not found anyone to cover the shift; poor Rebecca has a headache! ><
- Toms: Lena's minding me from 9-2 and taking me to Breathe for physio with Eric. Presuming PIG mum'll send us off to Pinelands Coles afterwards and buy groceries plus my bahn mi from Aunty Nancy @ the Pinelands Bakehouse.
- Apart from hoping a carer will come look after me this arvo (it's already 4:03 ><) I've gotta chase CODA too on who'll take me to Toastmasters toms! Rebecca can't come this arvo since she's got a headache but Michelle's already said that she'll be right for toms?
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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