Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2782 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Real Problem With Anxiety'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'God Can Cancel Your Past (2)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Welcomed Home By God' and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's just one. Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called @ 2am; huh, that was hardly a surprise, considering the ALMIGHTY COW PIG mum randomly chucked @ me before I hit the sack last night! >< *sigh*
- Nature called again around 5:50am; after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature calls once more shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs; soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one of those fluffy cupcakes I helped PIG mum bake last night! 'Twas wonderfully fluffy but as expected, not sweet enough. XD I also popped all my usual drugs :P and drank one full mug of water; over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckle my own seatbelt (what I did all day). PIG mum gets in, tootles us off to church and parks underneath the hall. I hike up the ramp, use the disabled loo once myself and then grab a spot beside Aunty A!
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for all foour songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Peter Pie with his second sermon from his Unhurried series.
- After service, I used the looo again, grabbed a big round cracker and took a seat. I'd been hoping to sit beside dear Granny Wan and she was waving to me, but PIG mum kept on with her social isolation tactic and made me sit all the way @ the back. *sigh*
- Around 11am she orders me off; we have an early lunch @ the Underwood Red Rooster!
- We shared a tropicana pack (one pineapple fritter each) and tried the new cheesecake! PIG mum boasts that her homemade cheesecakes are better but I didn't agree because @ least these cheesecakes are sweet! XD
- Before going home, we headed into Big W and PIG mum bought me a new pack of underwear.
- Back home, I used the loo for one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day I'll head over to the gobbling :P and ask PIG mum to gimme one of those chocolate muffins I made with Grace last Friday for arvo tea.
- Toms: 11am appointment to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him. XD
- Will prolly go grocery shopping beforehand since I'm certain PIG mum won't lemme eat out and I'll be too hungry if she makes me go grocery shopping with her after I see Ray before heading home for lunch!
- Rebecca's minding me from 4-6; looking forward to reading for one hour after showering and then fingers crossed PIG mum'll lemme watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 175TH time! Actually, 176TH, should I get to watch the news tonight!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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