Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1246 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Meaning Of Suffering'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'God Can Cancel Your Past (1) and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "God's Rescue" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-SEVEN MINUTRES online after dinner!! Anyways, events for today?
- Huh, when nature called slightly before midnight, I was hopeful of getting an awesome night's sleep but @ 2:50am she woke me with another full bladder! >< Never mind, 'twas still a sound sleep~
- Nature called again around 6:20am and after another pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The next time nature called, after another pot :P trip I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- About ten minutes before Mel's arrival, PIG mum let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo; after Mel arrived she lemme have fifteen more minutes before I used the pot :P for one more tinkle, we got me kitted and I headed over to the bathroom and brushed teeth. After drinking one cup of water, I sat over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table with Mel. For breakfast, she fries me one egg with cheese on buttered toast and I drink two big mugs of white tea with two sugars. I also read for thirty minutes first up, while Mel very gently massages Ela and taps away @ her smartphone.
- While I use the loo for one more tinkle Mel closes and locks the windows. After I climb into her car's passenger seat, Mel kindly helps me buckle my seatbelt (thanks to her who helps for the trip back too) and tootles us off to Calamvale Central, getting a disabled park outside the former bakery (it now sells mocktails maybe?) and getting a trolley for us.
- First we buy groceries from Woolies and then I buy myself a calamari sushi for arvo tea but when Mel says you've got enough money for another I buy a tempura veg cake and munch it back in Mel's car coz PIG mum doesn't like me getting the tempura veg sushi?
Cheers,
Em. ^^
No comments:
Post a Comment