Thursday Post 470b

 Heylo again, good afternoon and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before   midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1487 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Only Conscience-Cleanser' thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Do What God Says' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Trusting God' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTY-SIX online after lunch!! Anyways, events for today?

• Lol, when nature called shortly before midnight I was like yay, should score another awesome night's sleep but who knew idiot nature would call again with another full bladder?? >< XD Still, no complaints; 'twas still a sound sleep~
•  When nature called again after the sun  had risen, after  another  pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Around 9am I woke for another pot :P trip; this time I could hear the parents discussing sth presumably over breakfast.
• Shortly afterwards PIG mum lets herself into my room to  hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee since dearest dad's still @ home before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. PIG mum comes back to finish with only Elf's AFO straps and   both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE  :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the  loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out too the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
• Breakfast was one bowl of Minus :P, all my usual drugs :P and one  full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and she tootles us down to the Warrigal Square Woolies to buy stuff for Mr. Hall's birthday dinner tonight!
• Back home, I use the loo for one tinkle and then sit down and help PIG mum start making MR. Hall's birthday cake!  Once I've measured and poured all the dried ingredients for her, she sends me away and continues making the cake herself.
• Fingers crossed I'll get lunch soon ... it's nearly 1:05pm!
• Also hope someone remembers to come mind me from 4-6pm!
• Best of all, tonight Mr. Hall's coming over  for his belated birthday dinner! Surely PIG mum will FINALLY lemme write his birthday card for him??
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^