Monday, March 27, 2017

Monday Post 185c

Good evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 2987. Lol, if I can return online after dinner tonight, I’m certain I’ll have passed 3000 steps! XD Anyways, events for today?
-        At 6:08pm, I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:41. Now, lemme play one more lasting between six and seven minutes, and I’m content to call it quits for Monday. XD
-        Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:10am, and after one pot :P trip, I fall straight back asleep, coz with Winter approaching dearest dad often doesn’t leave till after 8am, meaning I had a chance to fall asleep then use the pot :P once more when he came to kiss me bye before leaving for work!
Success~ After dearest dad left, I spent ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
-        Now @ 6:36pm I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:27. That’s today’s quotas fulfilled, meaning I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight when booted off to bed. XD Actually, I’ve also played one note-worthy one lasting 7:24!
-        The teddies and I cuddled and snored, me waking once more for the pot :P when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. However, after she’s come downstairs into my room and hit me with the eye goo, she hits me with an amazing proposition: would you like to sleep some more? “YES!!” yells Daddy Bear lying in his usual spot over Tum Tum. Me, I give a much more dignified, “Yes, please.” XD
-        We don’t actually fall back asleep with the extra thirty minutes PIG mum gives us. The second time she enters, she helps me very slightly with a bra then leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after getting myself mostly kitted.
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces (but I’m sure I’ll be tying them with Kim later this arvo) before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
-        After sitting over the loo for two tinkles, I wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-        Breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-bix with some yummy Weet-bix Bites, all my usual drugs :P (which I haveta let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to hold onto each pill bottle while Era unscrews and rescrews each one – bbl!
Cheers,

Em. ^^

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