Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1714 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Thank God For the Blood’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s thirty-two. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:10am , and after one pot :P trip I immediately tried to fall back asleep, coz didn’t PIG mum come poke me up @ 7:45am ?
- At 3:25pm , for my first game of Bejeweled, I lasted 5:2`. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll be content to call it quits for Sunday. XD
- Actually, PIG mum came to dig me up @ 7:30am ! Must remember that for next week~ Yay for the fact that she not only helped me very slightly with a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hadn’t left for church yet~
- Now @ 3:44pm I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:25 and will hit the sack tonight. XD
After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces (only coz she doesn’t wanna arrive late for Canto service; bet I’m tying those laces myself later when I shower) before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is some bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) with one plain (no honey) Weet-Bix, all my usual drugs :p and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I happily watch weekend Sunrise and spend about ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Breakfast over, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the 4WD, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. PIG mum tootles us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; she also won’t lemme turn on the radio coz she’s ‘too busy preparing her hear to worship God’, whatever that really means. Doesn’t matter; I spend the short trip finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- At church, I use the loo once myself then join Bible study class.
- There’s no Bible study next week coz of some AGM /EGM thing, and then the week after it’s the last for Term 1!
- After Bible study, I use the loo once more, grab some morning tea and sit down. I score, coz both Granny Wan and Aunty Jenny bring me more chips! :D Obviously, I shove it all into my gob before PIG mum comes back from wherever she’s gone and sees. XD
- Time for ESS , I haul myself upstairs and grab my usual spot.
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship again~ I sing everything I know, plus the harmony for two songs and the descant for a third, but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today’s Pastor Chris with another sermon from his Kingdom Living/Serving series about humility.
- After service, I try in vain to find someone for lunch together but in the end, am forced to settle for a meagre lunch with the parents @ Café Mi. at least I get some cold milk tea! I was trying to show PIG mum how I was going through withdrawal symptoms but I suppose I’m a terrible actress coz she just ignored me. XD
- Back home, I pour myself a mug of water then go do a stinky unspeakable.
- Toms: dunno what’s happening in the morning, but I’ve got an early afternoon torture session with Vincent the bloody physio before Kim comes to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Which reminds me: must remember to ask PIG mum please to help me find my book club novel. Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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