Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Thursday!
Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 2854.
righteo, potential final, final events for Thursday?
- After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:20am
beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to
help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- Knowing that PIG mum would come into my room to hit me
with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra shortly, I didn’t bother
trying to fall back asleep; instead, I just slowly, silently but most hatefully
sang like 15% of my original second-favourite song, opening both eyes for all
the important numbers.
- after PIG mum came and helped me very slightly with not
only a bra but a tee also (because dearest dad hadn’t left for work yet), I gave
myself fifteen more minutes, used the pot :P once more then got myself mostly
independently kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces,
only because she didn’t wanna be late for her half-day’s work.
- I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the
bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I walked myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and
unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Yup @ 5:01pm I played
another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:55 .
Will willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Breakfast was one bowl of ‘bird food’ (what Dr. Ku calls
All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I
happily watched Sunrise (huge
thanks to dearest dad who left the television on before going to work) and
spent about ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's
exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He
has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the
loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred
and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also fully
leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to
do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Once Kim arrives, I get into the 4WD and she tootles me
off to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown for my fortnightly shopping trip!
- On arrival, I use the loo once then head into the library.
Kim kindly grabs me “Magician’s End’ and I sit and happily read that for one
hour.
- Afterwards, Kim takes me again to the loo for another
tinkle, then we start our shopping!
- Our first place for groceries is Woolies. Lol @ Kim, who
doesn’t do marketing research beforehand like PIG mum does for the bargains;
she just buys whatever PIG mum’s asked that I buy!
- Our other place for groceries is upstairs @ Coles.
- Our last stop’s Sunni Bakery. Today I buy a cheesy sausage
bun and a chocolate bun!
- We’re about thirty minutes early to Jack’s Café but that’s
cool coz the Lungs arrive early too anyway.
- Today, Pastor Grace and I both order the open grill (ham,
cheese and pineapple) with chips, Pastor Chris gets a fish burger, they order
an omelette for Naomi and Kim just has a bowl of chips!
- Over lunch, we share about how our small group dinners
fared two nights ago; Pastor Grace also told me about what happened to poor Mem
Fox @ the USA
airport!
- Pastor Chris and Naomi left to buy groceries; Pastor Grace
told me about how she’s trying to organise their overseas trip to the States
later this year.
- After lunch, Kim tootles me home. She says to shower half
fast; I do, but here’s what I don’t get: if we’re running outta time and I haveta
shower double speed, then why the blazes are you still making me do shoelace
tying practice with you?? *sigh* There’s not enough time! Fine, if that’s the
case, next time you say shower half fast, I’m just gonna shower @ my usual
pace.
- After Kim left, I walked myself slowly and safely back
online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- When PIG mum announced her safe arrival home, I walked
myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her back in, rising above
the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him
push me over.
- WTF, dad just arrived home and immediately said he was
gonna gleefully FORCE L me to use the bloody cross trainer for him. Well, I WON ’T,
coz for the last six days, EVERYDAY I’ve had to endure some form of wretched
standing practice for the parents, and since even the cruel and unfaithful God
rested on the seventh day after creating everything, surely I get a break too! Huh,
dad can disconnect the internet and everything … I may not be online for
awhile.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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