Saturday Post 307b

 Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding 512 steps (day six of isolation); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'How To Hate Your Life'; thirdly, TWFT topic's and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's  "Understanding God's Love For You" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'The Fruit That Sells The Tree' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed  online after lunch!! Anyways, events for today?

• Cool, for the first time in one whole week, awesome sleep last night! And not just any random awesome sleep, but my best for 2022 thus far! Nature didn't call until 7:50am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

•  Uber and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P shortly after 9am, thinking that PIG mum'll come help me up soon.

• Instead, the next time I awake, it's already 10:10am! >< I screech, pound the wall for PIG mum and get up immediately, but it's too late. Will be back in bed before twelve hours have passed, meaning effectively I've wasted the whole day. ><

• After brushing teeth and sitting over the loo for one tinkle I come out for breakfast, since PIG mum hadn't given me a mug of water to do a stinky unspeakable within like she said she would have done. No biggie.

• Thanks to dearest dad who cooked some beef omelette for breakfast, although obviously PIG mum wouldn't add cheese nor cook the bread yummy with butter. Also missing out on the white teas today. >< Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• After washing and drying Era, I pop online. PIG mum comes over and we all vote via telephone! We can coz we've all got COVID; each vote takes just over ten minutes (mine took eleven and dad's took fifteen) and kudos to the people @ the other end, they were really nice!

• Dad's vacuuming right now and PIG mum's yapping to Aunty Frances on the phone ... wonder what time lunch will be called?

• Hoping to read The Silver Brumby for one hour after lunch!

• Toms: day seven of isolation. Will attend smm group and ESS online.

• Will dad order pizza delivery for our once-weekly dinner out again? Obviously we can't go out; we've all got COVID! 

• 9pm toms night will be the crux ... fingers crossed I'll retest negative and can rejoin society! That being said, I won't mind if I retest positive and must isolate for another week; this week has done wonders for lowering my stress levels since I've not had any blasted physio!! XD
  

• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^