Tuesday Post 306b

 Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, I've been hard @ work plodding only 432 steps (and don't expect much more coz it's day two of home quarantine for the parents and me); secondly, John Piper'a devotional topic from last night's 'The Freest Love' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'How God Changes Us (2)'. Anyways, events for today?

• Yeah, for the first time in three days, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:30am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Uber and I continue cuddling and sleeping, me waking like hourly for the pot :P until PIG mum comes and helps me up around 10am. Second straight day just wearing pyjamas, score. XD
• After brushing teeth and sitting over the loo for one tinkle, I come out and munch the usual breakfast of Weet-Bix and toast. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

•  Breakfast finished, I sit over the loo once more. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Popped online after that. It's just past midday now; wonder when lunch will get called?

• Hoping to read for one hour later~

• Toms: day three of isolation. Celian said say two's the worst; right now I'm agreeing with her coz I'm achey like everywhere but will hopefully feel better toms!

• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing day tomd!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^