Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2955 steps (promise I'll have cracked 3000 before the day's out XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Go On To The Meal'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "God's DNA is In His Word' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Walking By A Blessing' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTY MINUTES online after I get home from bookclub!! Anyways, events for today?
- Aw, my stupid bladder denied me the chance of beginning an awesome sleep streak @ 12:50am; I also used the pot :P once more around 7am when noisy PIG mum began her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After PIG mum let Karina in, both she and dad headed off to work, while Karina bid both Uber and me good morning and said fifteen more minutes before wisely removing herself when Uber nodded @ her. XD
- When she comes back, I use the pot :P for a few more tinkles, we laugh @ our texts, get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Is this Ela's first break of the week? I've forgotten! XD
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable. Breakfast is one bowl of the less-yummy sticky bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD)/two Weet-Bix with one streak of honey over each chunk, one slice of toast spread with some avocado and sprinkled with a little salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* Thanks to Karina who turned on Sunrise for my viewing pleasure~
- After breakfast, I sit once more over the loo. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against
the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into Karina's passenger seat (thanks to Karina who helped me with my seatbelt all day) and she tootles me off to the Garbo library for GCCW! Thanks to her who helps me buckle my own seatbelt all day~
- After using the loo once on arrival, I walked to Meeting Room one but it'd not been unlocked yet! I asked Karina to please check for me had the meeting been moved to Meeting Room Two/Three but she came back and said no, so I just sat down @ a wheelie armchair facing computers with internet access.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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