Heylo again and probably one final greeting for today! Em's probable final, final plodding total for Tuesday now stands @ 5065. Ha, I'm just over half a normal person today. XD Righteo, probable final, final events for today?
- Funny: nature called not once last night but twice (first time was 12:35am and second time was 2:40am) and both times I emptied a full bladder!
- The third time nature called, the sun had risen and 'twas 6:30am; after a third pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Usually, nature calls hourly after that first morning pot :P trip but happiness was snoring soundly until dearest dad very thoughtfully walked silently down the hallway and unpopped the lock into the garage before waking for another pot :P trip.
- After dearest dad has kissed me bye, retucked me back into bed and left for his hard day's work, Uber and I happily cuddle and snore for about another hour, me waking up once more for the pot :p shortly before PIG mum starts her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before going back out and awaiting Hannah's arrival @ 9am.
- Once Hannah arrives, PIG mum lets her in, she knocks, pushes open the door, says good morning and fifteen more minutes ... I wave Uber @ her and she wisely removes herself. XD
- When she comes back, I use the pot :P once more for three tinkles, we get me kitted, I brush teeth (another break for Ela from having to hold the toothbrush), sit over the loo for one tinkle and come out to the breakfast table when PIG mum orders I eat breakfast first.
- Hannah spreads one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast with avocado and sprinkles some salt over it for me, PIG mum mashes a bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), I pop all my usual drugs :P and drink one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky
unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NO
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into Hannah's tank and she tootles us off to Calamvale Central. Pity she won't get us a trolley to push together like Peggy will, but hey.
- We buy groceries from Woolies, I walk all the way to Go Cutt for my cheap haircut and then all the way back to buy my yummy pork salad roll for lunch before Hannah tootles me home.
- Only thirty minutes left, so just briefly:
- Took a nice hot shower - hairwash today. Also thanks to Hannah who helped me rinse out my hair for me, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
- Dried, creamed and rekitted I had my yummy pork salad roll and drank a not-very-yummy mug of some infusion for lunch.
- Signed Hannah off with my thanks and byes @ 2pm. She's back next Monday 9-1.
- David came to gimme physio: ten minutes treadmill walking 0.8km/hr, fifty reaches for Ela, 100 reaches for Era (outstrewtch reach) and thirty laps walking.
- Toastmasters has been cancelled for tonight; Kim's gonna take me out to see Top Gun2 instead!
- Was hoping to get dinner from C Cafe afterwards but nope, it's still just a Happy Meal. *sigh*
- Toms: Winter officially arrives ... brr! Seeing Ray for some acupuncture and massage @ 11am (bet PIG mum's DYING to yap unceasingly @ him XD) and Kim's minding me 4-6pm before I have choir rehearsal online!
- Anyways, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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