Tuesday, May 17, 2022

Wednesday Post 307

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1967 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Five Digital Dangers' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Think Right, Live Right. Anyways, events for today?

  • Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:30am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Uber and I continue snoring happily together, me awaking again for pot :P trips like every hour until noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into hit me with the eye goo before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, after which she comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces.
  • After I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela), I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when PIG mum orders that I eat breakfast for her first.
  • After pouring myself one full mug of water, breakfast is one bowl of the less yummy sticky bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD)), one slice of toast very lightly smeared with avocado and perhaps given the slightest shaking of salt (but I had to ask PIG mum for that since she'd 'forgot' XD), all my drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

  •  After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

  • Wanted to pop online afterwards but PIG mum demanded I sit outside and get some fresh hair? No problems; I just brought my mobile out with me and watched Nine's morning news through it. 

  • After that finished I was ready for lunch, but annoying PIG mum had other plans: first, she gleefully forced me on fourteen-odd minutes of random arm exercises and then she gleefully FORCED :( me to walk THIRTY laps of dad's deck.

  • Lunch when I got back inside was one bowl of rice leftovers for me. That was washed down with one mug of really sour lime and honey warm water, after which I played up my five Candy Crush lives and passed another level of Jewels before returning online.

  • Wonder when PIG mum will gimme some arvo tea and lemme shower?

  • Toms: day four of home iso. Darling Mel says she'll deliver me a HK-style milk tea contactless after she finishes work!!

  • Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone's having a smashing week!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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