Wednesday, May 25, 2022

Wednesday Post 308

 Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3699 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Bedrock Of Your Assurance' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Use Your Faith' but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTY-SIX MINUTES after choir practice tonight!! Anyways, events for today?

  • Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:30am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Usually nature calls hourly after that initial pot :P trip but happiness was snoring soundly today until dearest dad very thoughtfully walked silently down the hallway and unpopped the lock into the garage @ 7:45am before waking for the pot :P again.
  • After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and leaves for his hard day's work, Uber and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P about one hour later, shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let her into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with just the bra strap and the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. PIG mum comes back and helps with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when PIG mum orders I eat breakfast first.
  • Breakfast is three Weet-Bix with one tiny stream of honey, one slice of toast lightly spread with avocado and perhaps very lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and slowly to the toilet,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • After washing and drying Era, I climbed into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and she tootled me off to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture. Of course, she gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, today, Era helped Ela stretch for thirty minutes before Ela opened and closed her palm 100 times, holding each for a count of five.
  • At Ray's, I use the loo for one tinkle before lying down for some massage and acupuncture from Ray. PIG mum's in her element, yapping ceaselessly @ Ray but fair enough, she didn't get the chance to do that last week coz we were all isolating with COVID! That's prolly why she got that excited she repeated one word five times before continuing her sentence. XD
  • After using the loo for one more tinkle, PIG mum tootled mwe home, I opened the front door then edited my GCCW homework before sending it out.
  • For lunch, PIG mum cooked yummy fried rice! That was washed down with one mug of some infusion.
  • Kim arrived to take me to the NAB for physio.
  • At UQ, I used the loo once and entered the gym. Kat was there! First, she randomly hauled me out to the hallway where she walked half a lap with me while she held Ela; back inside, I did twenty sit-to-stands, stepping for Erf, weightshifting and some piano playing for Ela. Oh, I also practised getting from the floor to the plinth five times.
  • When we left, I used the loo once more. Only then did I see Kat had forgotten to take back my walk belt, so I hiked back to the NAB to return it. Not all the way though; about halfway along the hallway a student bumped into us, I said sorry I accidentally stole your walkbelt; coming back to return it; he replied oh, I'll take it back in for you, thanks.
  • Back home, I took a nice hot shower - I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also sang 22% of my shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
  • After I turned the nice hot water off, I mostly dried myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped me dry my back, Era and both legs, mostly creamed myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helped me cream my back, both calves and Era and mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who helped me with Erf's sock, Elf's AFO straps and both laces). Then I used the loo for one tinkle, dried inside both ears, washed and dried Era and headed back out to the gobbling :P table. Originally I thought I'd do another stinky unspeakable and asked Kim for another mug of water but nothing came out. Don't worry; I already did a stinky unspeakable this morning.
  • Arvo tea was one big bowl of passionfruit yoghurt with one banana sliced into it, one mug of peppermint tea and four chocolate Hello Panda bikkies. Kim briefly and gently massaged Ela while PIG mum prepared dinner and tapped @ her.
  • Before Kim left, I used the loo once more for two tinkles. She's back toms and taking me to the Garbo library for GCCW!
  • Karina will come help me up @ 7:30am but can't take me to the Garbo library for GCCW since she badly sprained her ankle ... ><
  • So Kim will take me for lunch @ C Cafe! Hopefully the MSG there bisn't too bad!
  • She will see me home and showered before leaving @ 3/3:30pm.
  • The Storm are playing the Sea Eagles toms night ... if dad insists, perhaps I'll watch the first half of that?
  • Best of all, it's ice cream night toms night; like I always say, a very little's better than none @ all!
  • Anyways, hopefully bbl after dinner, else hope everyone's having a smashing week!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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