Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work
plodding only 544 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house today) and
secondly, TWFT topic’s “Don’t Be A Hypocrite”. Anyways, events for today?
- For my
first game of Bejeweled ending @
- I used
the pot :P once last night (well, this morning @
Nature called again around 7:20am ,
when PIG mum started a-THUMPING around upstairs. After another pot trip, I spent
the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- Right after that, PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo before leaving for her half day’s work. Once she’s gone, I spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- When
dearest dad comes to retuck the teddies and I back into bed, he promises
to stay quiet and let us snore in peace after Daddy Bear threatens him
with the bear bum. XD The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me not waking
for the pot :p again until just after
- Now @
I don’t fall asleep again before Besta arrives. Instead, I count
to 500 then spend a final ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember,
however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't
let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- When Besta calle good morning to me, I use Daddy Bear to nod greetings to her. Besta’s smart and immediately offers us fifteen more minutes. However, once she turns around, dad sticks his head into my room. “Hi, Em,” he calls. I raise Daddy Bear again. Silly dad tries, “Ten more minutes?” Instant Bear Bum for him!! Besta laughs, remins dad it’s fifteen minutes, and then they leave us to count that time down.
- When Besta comes back, I use the pot :P once more for one tinkle and immediately tell her about my newest dream this morning: : I’ve finished showering, and I call out, “Sally, I’m all done, thanks! Will you please come help me dry my bavk and the back of the chair!” Instead, DAD walks in! “Dad, what are you doing here?!” I screech. Dad laughs, replying, “I’m just hanging your towel on the back of the chair for you; don’t worry, I can’t see anything.” After he’s gone, I grab the towel and start drying myself, calling, ‘Sally, where are you?” The answer comes from close by; “I fell into the toilet…” I laugh. “You idiot; you’d better start crawling out; I’ll need help with my back and right arm soon.” XD
- Besta gets me kitted, then we head over to the bathroom where I brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her once-weekly break.
- Teeth
brushed, I use the loo for one more tinkle, wash and dry Era then head out
to the gobbling :P table for breakfast. Yay, dad has left me one whole egg and ham sandwich for breakfast,
meaning I don’t haveta raid the pantry for morning tea. Thanks to Besta
who cooks the bread yummy and adds one slice of cheese for me. I also
enjoy my first mug of white tea with two sugars and suck the teabag once.
XD My main joy, however, is getting to read Child Of Vengeance for 1.5
hours! This morning, I reached page 350 @
- At
- At
- Lunch finished, I use the loo once for two tinkles before walking myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Carol’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm; fingers crossed she’ll lemme drink one last mug of white tea with two sugars and gimme the chance to read for one more hour; it’s only Saturdays that I get the chance to spend three hours with my nose in a book!
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Oh… now that Uncle Chong has retired, he won’t be around to walk behind me to my normal seat @ church anymore … Goodness knows PIG mum won’t be bothered to; she’s just too eager to hurry off to join the other aunties for their extremely informal ‘fellowship’ (they just drink coffee and gossip) …
- Also fingers crossed the parents will lemme out for lunch with other church peoples afterwards, else dad had better take us out to dinner together toms night if he’s insistent on restricting me to less than one lunch @ Maccas with him!! *sigh*
- Am prepared for a stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum … *&sigh*
- Anyways, hopefully bbl after Carol leaves, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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