Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still
get too excited whenever I get to post before midday .
XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding only 252 steps
(obviously, I’ve not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Say Yes To
God’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-FOUR MINUTES
online this arvo!!! Anyways, events for today?
- For my
first game of Bejeweled ending @
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:40am (when dad walked silently down the hallway and opened the door) and after one pot :P trip I immediately went back to sleep again coz I wanted to fall asleep, wake and use the pot :P again before dearest dad left for work like one hour later!
- Now @
- Oh, I
almost forgot! My final, final plodding total from Monday night’s actually
2905! Had a great night with Joey, who came over with her parents for
dinner, she watched The Good Doctor with me until dinner was called. Dinner
was sumptuous; PIG mum even lemme have some seconds! After dinner and PIG
mum’s birthday cake, went over to the Christmas tree with Joey; we just
sat and chatted. After everyone left around
Nature called again around one hour later; after another pot
:P trip, I spent ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- Only dad didn’t leave for work! When nature called again and I took another pot :P trip, I could hear PIG mum yapping @ dearest dad; when she came into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only a bra but a tee, I asked her why was dad still @ home, and she was like, “Didn’t you know? Uncle David’s ordered dad to take time off!”
After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself
mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both
laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the
bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two
tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel,
asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly
important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no
bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of
having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ...
*sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He
lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all
only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life
that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was one bowl of the Nesquik cereal Samuel Enderby got me for Christmas; looks like somebody does read my Xmas Wishlist after all! I also drank one full mug of water and let horrid PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to hold onto each pill bottle while getting my drugs :P out; luckily I didn’t really mind coz I was sitting and could concentrate.
- After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely online, again , rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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