Monday Post 219b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 319 steps 9obviously, I haven’t left the house yet!) and secondly, TWFT topic’s “Nothing an Separate You From God’s Love”. Anyways, events for today?

• Well, my awesome sleep streak ended this morning @ 2:50am when nature called but that’s okay, hopefully I can start another awesome sleep streak right away!
• At 9:40am I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:09. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Nature called again around 6:20am, when dad came downstairs to use the bathroom and closed the sliding door, which woke me.
• Now @ 9:59pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:13. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Nature called again around 6:30am, when dearest dad came downstairs to use the bathroom and closed the sliding door, thus waking me. After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:40am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• The teddies and I cuddled and snored for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P when dearest dad comes to kiss me bye before leaving for work. As he’s getting ready to leave, I count down my fifteen more minutes, use the pot :P once more then get myself mostly independently kitted. It’s admittedly time-consuming, coz I’ve only got one functioning hand to get myself kitted with but hey, I manage.
• I walk myself slowly and safely over to the bathroom to brush teeth, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Suddenly there’s a loud knock on the door! Having been taught not to open the door to strangers, I call through the closed door, “Good morning! Who’s there?” a voice barks back, “Police. Open up!” Resisting the urge to yell upstairs to call @ mother, "The police are here to arrest you; what have you done THIS time??" I just call upstairs, "Mum, please come downstairs and open the door; there's a policeman that wants to talk to you!" XD
• PIG mum comes downstairs to talk with the police guy, while I head back into the bathroom to brush teeth. Ela’s exceedingly happy to get one morning’s respite from being forced to hold the toothbrush, BTW~

Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Argh, fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I’m still owed THIRTY MINUTES online!! ><

Cheers,

Em. ^^