Good afternoon! Em’s new plodding total for Sunday now
stands @ just 529. Strange, I thought I would’ve done more, considering I’ve
been out and all, but hey. Anyways, continuing today’s events?
- Shortly afterwards, PIG mum let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me not only very slightly with a bra strap but a tee also, because dearest dad hadn’t left for church yet. Then she left me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- Now @
- PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is some plain porridge with one slice of dry
(unbuttered) toast torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P
and one full mug of milk, which I pour for myself while PIG mum’s gone upstairs
to change. Over breakfast, I spend ten minutes
continuing my mostly silent
chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today
okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and
unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever,
that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and
apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If
only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live',
so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve?
Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He
just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- When PIG mum heads out for church, I head over to the computer. After turning it on, I’m about to start penning my farewells to dear uncle/pastor Chong when I realise there aren’t any pens on the table! Annoyed, I walk back to the gobbling :P table, grab a pen and return to the computer, only to get further pissed off when I realise the pen I grabbed has dried out and doesn’t work anymore! >< This time around, I’m smarter: I check this pen that I’ve grabbed the second time around actually works. ><
- I write four small notepad pages for Uncle Chong 9complete with bunny diagram, coz we’re both born in the year of the rabbit) then use the loo once more before popping online for myself.
- Lol, dad arrives home to take me to ESS like twenty minutes early! After using the loo once @ church, I sit just inside the entrance and wait for someone to arrive who can walk behind me to my usual seat.
- Aww, who should arrive but Uncle Chong? I immediately hand him the letter I’ve written him and he immediately sits and reads it aloud, having a good laugh @ the sloppy rabbit diagram I’ve drawn him. XD Then, for the final time ever, he walks behind me to my usual seat. Actually, he more of walks besides me, because he’s holding onto Ela.
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today! I sing everything I know, plus the harmony for all four songs but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Since today’s Pastor Chong’s final service @ BCAC, how fitting is it that he delivers the sermon!
- Afterwards, PIG mum comes downstairs with me; I use the loo once then she passes me ten bucks for lunch and leaves~
- Thanks to Tina who walks behind me to get my pizza lunch. I happily chomp about four slices, drink one cup of orange juice and one of lemon tea. Tina also brings me one chunk of some kinda polo bun cross!
- Suddenly Mel says Letter Together’s happening this arvo, and it’ll be our last one forever! She walks behind me once to the loo then into the classroom; today I scrawl three things: Merry Christmas, Farewell everyone and Life is a one time offer. Use it well. Aww, I’m gonna miss our lettering classes; I’ve had lotsa fun! Mel says she’s not continuing next year coz she’s got lotsa responsibilities @ church, but is happy to pop over anyday and do more calligraphy with me!
- PIG mum picks me up and tootles me home. I turn off the alarm, use the loo once then pop online.
- Fingers crossed dad will take us out for dinner together tonight!
- Toms: Jess, Aunty Carol, Daniel and her newest bub are all coming to visit! Lol, I didn’t even know Jess popped out a second one until she messaged me and said she wanted to visit with her kidS!
- Will most probably share lunch @ home with dearest dad before I have my weekly torture session with Vincent the physio … I can only pray it’s the last one for the year … if it is, I may not have enough time to spend all my most important two hours online, coz I’ve gotta count how many hours I’ve endured of physio all year!
- Righteo, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. Oh, I think it’s Sally
coming to mind me between 4pm till 6pm toms~
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