I used the pot :P once last night @ 2:15am (phew, no random nosebleed!) and once again this
morning around 6:20am , before
spending ten minutes beginning a
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with
the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><
*sigh*
·
Nature called again when PIG mum
started a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’d let herself into my room to hit
me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with not only a bra but a tee,
because dearest dad hadn’t left for church yet. Then she left me to get myself
mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen
more minutes first.
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces,
before I let her gleefully FORCEL me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully
against the side rail and continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
·
At 9:36am I’ve finished one game of Bejewed lasting 6:56 . Now, lemme play one more game lasting in
between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
·
After washing and drying Era, I walk
myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel
and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
·
Now @ 10;02am I’ve finished
another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:38 .
That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack
tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve
actually played one more game lasting nearly eight minutes and a fourth lasting
more than eight!
Breakfast was some Weet-Bix porridge with one slice of dry
(unbuttered) toast thrown into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :p
and half a mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, while I happily watched Weekend
Sunrise, I also spent ten final minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember,
however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't
let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
·
After breakfast, I walk myself
slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
·
At 9:40am, I walk myself slowly
and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel
and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
·
Just waiting for dearest dad to
come back from church and take me, now~
·
Braced for a stressful arvo @ the
hands of PIG mum. *sigh*
·
Toms: it’s CHRISTMAS! Perhaps
expect a pissy plodding total from me? Think we’re attending Redeemer’s
Christmas service coz BCAC’s not holding one, but don’t have any plans afterwards;
braced for another stressful afternoon @ the hands of PIG mum.
·
Anyways, hopefully bbl, else
hoping everyone has a smashing weekend ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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