Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work
plodding 510 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house today) and secondly,
TWFT topic’s ‘The Open-Door Policy’. Anyways, events for today?
- For my
first game of Bejeweled ending @
Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature
didn’t call until 7:10am (when the
parents started breakfast together downstairs and were noisy) and after one pot
:P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:20am
beginning a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Now @
There wasn’t
any point trying to fall back asleep, knowing that PIG mum was leaving for her
half day’s work in ten minutes time. Instead, I just slowly, silently but most
hatefully sang 10% of my newest second-favourite song inside my head until she
came and hit me with the eye goo. Once she left, I spent another ten minutes continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
- After
dad had retucked the teddies and I back into bed and I’d warned him about
staying silent so that we could snore in peace, I returned to happy
snorings. Nature called again around
Nature calls once more around 9:50am ;
after one more pot :P trip I spend the final ten minutes until Kim arrives finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
- After Kim arrives I get my fifteen more minutes then Kim gets me kitted for the day, before I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Didn’t bother asking her to please squirt me some toothpaste; I tried once and remembered she refused. Still, Ela enjoys her once weekly break.
- Teeth brushed, I use the loo for one more tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :p table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Gosh, hope Besta comes back next Saturday; I know she’ll keep me safe when she’s here. I tried asking could she please walk behind me coz both parents are out but she still refused! >< *sigh*
- Thanks to dad who left me one whole egg and ham sandwich for breakfast; pity that Kim didn’t know how to cook the bread yummy and she said also that we’d run outta cheese! But I enjoyed my first mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey although pity Kim had already taken the teabag out.
- Happiness was then getting to read The Troy Games for 1.5 hrs! as for Kim, she very gently and very sporadically massaged Ela for like 1.25hrs before going to cook me lunch.
- At
- I tried
without success to reach Aunty Lai; instead I read for another 0.15hrs
then tried ringing Aunty Nga. Annie jie jie answered and I was like, “Uh,
has Aunty Nga arrived back from
- When Aunty Nga rang back, we chatted for about twenty minutes. Poor thing caught a cold while overseas; her voice sounds terrible! >< But I’m so proud of Mickey: Aunty Nga says that Koreans speak very heavily-accented English that’s like unintelligible, but Mickey managed to converse a bit in English with them!
- Before Kim left, I used the loo once more for two tinkles. Kim didn’t actually see me safely seated before leaving; once I’d come outta the loo she just left! But that’s okay; I walked myself slowly and safely back to the gobbling :p table, always, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Lunch was a lil bowl of fried rice. Another reason I miss Besta: she’ll gimme a heaped bowl! At least the minion bowl was adorable~ I also enjoyed my second and last mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey; Kim’s already decided we’re only having green tea this arvo. *sigh*
- After lunch, I walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- At
- Kim’s
coming back to mind me from
- Toms: it’s the final day for 2017 hopefully Leo/someone will be there to walk behind me to my usual seat @ church; if that happens, it means I’ll have successfully navigated my way around church all year without landing flat on my ass!
- Prepared for less than one Happy meal for lunch and a stressful arvo @ the hands of mother … *sigh*
- Not sure will dad take us out to welcome in 2018 from anywhere; if not, I’ll haveta make my nightly hike upstairs to my old bedroom and write my reflections for 2018! Which reminds me; I haven’t even finished my Christmas and Boxing Day post! Best go finish that now; hopefully bbl after Kim leaves, else hoping to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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