Sunday Post 221b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 344 steps (obviously, I haven’t left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘New Years Resolutions’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s just six but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTEEN MINUTES online after I get home from church!! Anyways, events for today?

• Ugh, PIG mum SPOILED me ending the year with an awesome sleep streak! >< See, around 1:30am she suddenly starts a-THUMPING around upstairs, which awake me. My idiot bladder demands I go; but I persuade her to try fall back asleep first. That would’ve been successful, except for PIG mum a-THUMPING her way back! *sigh* Never mind, I’ve had a massive TWELVE times this year where I’ve enjoyed one consecutive week of awesome sleeps~
• At 9:49am, I finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:28. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Nature called again around 6:30am; after one more pot :P trip, I immediately fell back asleep coz I wanted to wake and use the pot :P once more before PIG mum came into my room!
• Success; not only that, I had one more dream! That’s my 63^rd dream for the year; will haveta remember to thank God for this dream when I’m praying tonight! In this dream, Pole randomly drives over for a visit! I open the door for her, ask, “Where’s Zebby?’ and then wake up! XD
• After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo but only for one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.

Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast thrown into it, one large full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

I do a stinky unspeakable over the loo, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• PIG mum leaves for church and I pop online. When nature calls @ 9:40am, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Waiting for PIG mum to come back and take me to ESS now. Must remember to tell her the toilet’s blocked and that did she remember to put Esther’s DVD into my Bible bag for me??
• Fingers crossed the parents will lemme out for lunch with others after service!
• My main goal tonight: to write out my Reflections for 2017!!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @church soon!

Cheers,

Em. ^^