Tuesday post 220

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2240 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s “God’s Leadings’. Anyways, events for today?

• Ending @ 2:56pm I’ve finished one game of Bejewed lasting 5:22. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Yay, 2^nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until dearest dad walked silently down the hall and opened the door leading to the garage, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• Now @ 3:18pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:44. That’s today’s quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• The teddies and I cuddled and snored, me waking hourly again for the pot :P until PIG mum came into my room, hit me with the eye goo and helped me very slightly with not only a bra but a tee coz dearest dad was still @ home. After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted.
• PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces; after that, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo, coming out when I realise I feel likebdoing a stinky unspeakable.

Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of milk (which I poured for myself after PIG mum went upstairs). Lucky she hadn’t stashed the milk inside the laundry fridge; I wouldn’t have walked that far for it, coz that’s too dangerous. Over breakfast I happily watched The Morning Show and spent ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Afterwards, I wash and dry both hands before getting into the 4WD. Dad tootles us off to the Hyperdome for the Boxing Day sales!
• I’m pissed when the parents won’t lemme use Sparkless 2. That’s my day ruined; goodness knows I can’t concentrate when I’m walking and trying my hardest not to let the cruel and faithful god push me over! ><
• But from kMart I buy this really adorable pink bunny blanket, then from Jay Jays I pickup another tee/two!
• Lunch is in the new foodcourt; PIG mum and I both have Japanese rice (kaarage chicken for me; sweet chilli chicken for her0 while dearest dad gets sth from the carvery.
• One more stop before heading home to get two books from the QBD stacked in the middle of the centre!
• Back home, I use the loo for one tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Aunty A, uncle Calvin and Aunty Catherine are all coming over tonight to celebrate PIG mum’s birthday!
• Toms: perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me? Aunty Deana’s coming to mind me from 10:30am till 1:30pm, then Kim’s doing the same from 4:30pm till 6:30pm. Then, @ night, Samuel Enderby has invited the parents and I over to his new place for dinner! Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^