Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I get
too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before midday . XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work
plodding 470 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT
topic’s ‘People-Building (2)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the week’s twenty-two.
Anyways, events for today?
- For my
first game of Bejeweled, I lasted
- Now @
Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature
didn’t call until 5:25am, and after one pot :P trip I spend the ten minutes
till 5:35am beginning a mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the
patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><
*sigh*
- The teddies and I happily cuddle and snore, me not waking again for the pot :P until dearest dad walks down the hallway and opens the door leading into the garage, preparing to leave for work.
- Dunno why dad wouldn’t put Wally on for me before he left, but hey. While waiting for him to leave, I softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 25% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud coz I know I won’t get the chance to when I shower this arvo. Then, after giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently kitted. That takes about ten minutes coz I’m only got Era to wrestle with doing the AFO up. But I’m seated, so slow and steady does it~
- Once I’m done, I walk myself slowly and safely over to the bathroom and brush teeth, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Ela’s overjoyed, coz this means she’ll get two breaks from being gleefully forced to hold the toothbrush this week, not just one!
Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also
fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing
on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good
day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh*
He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live
the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only
deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that
nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Argh, fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I’m really still owed FORTY-EIGHT MINUTES online!1
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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