Friday Post 264b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 339 steps (coz obviously I’ve not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Do What God Has Told You (5)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the week’s twenty. Anyways, events for today?

• FOR MY FIRST GAME OF (sorry, shrieking! ><) Bejeweled ending @ 9:02am, I lasted 5:20. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 9:13 am I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:13am. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Yay, 6^th awesome consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until the noisy garbage truck thundered down our road this morning 2 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot about one hour later when dearest dad comes and kisses me bye before leaving for work. While waiting for him to get going, I softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 10% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers, because I know I won’t have the chance to this arvo.
• After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I pull my AFO on and get up!
• Firstly, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. I brush teeth (Ela’s delighted that PIG mum isn’t around to gleefully force her to hold the toothbrush).

Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era I walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Well, the noisy garbage truck just thundered up our road and tipped bins; surely that must’ve woken PIG mum up! I’m expecting her downstairs soon~
• Hopefully she’ll take me to see the new Star Wars movie today!
• Aunty Lucia’s coming to mind me for one hour this arvo. *sigh* Wish she’d stop coming: she’s such a GOSSIP and she won’t walk behind me! I strongly suspect she’s like PIG mum, waiting for me to fall before jeering that it was coz I didn’t put enough weight on Elf. ><
• Toms: Besta’s coming @ like 8am, because @ 10am Carol Lockwood’s taking me to the CODA Christmas party! What a week: THREE Christmas parties in one week!
• Should check someone’s still coming @ 4pm to supervise my shower, though … hey, it’s Kim! Guess she’s back from her holidays~
• So hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing weekend ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^