- Woo hoo, 11TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature did call shortly after 6am when the noisy garbage truk THUNDERED down our road to start tipping bins but Erf was still sleepy and asked my bladder could she please sleep again? Promise I'll go when the garbage truck returns! Erf replied yes and thus I happily snored. XD
- Actually, around 7:30am some noisy truck also rumbled down our road and my bladder was like, pot time yet? Erf smugly replied the garbage truck hadn't returned yet, therefore no. XD
- Right, will let myself off from playing my two usual games of Bejeweled, promise to willingly hit the sack tonight and also promise not to play again until toms because even though the computer speed's been fine today, playing my first three games I've already lasted more than seven minutes, more than eight minutes and more than nine minutes! XD
- I finally used the pot :P once more @ 8:10am, after dearest dad very considerately walked silently down the hallway and unpopped the lock leading into the garage, before spending ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
After dearest dad retuked Shirley and me back into bed and left for his hard day's work, sleep didn't fully return. When PIG mum began her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs, I used the pot :P for another tinkle, before spending another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*- PIG mum let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. She comes back to help with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to bruh teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and
continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* - After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table,
rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. - Breakfast is the yummy garlic and parmesan bun I bought with Tina yesterday, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Cheers, - Em. ^^
Friday, April 24, 2020
Friday Post 325d
Good evening and potentially one final greeting for Friday! Firstly, I'm gonna login tonight's plodding total @ 2500 and secondly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Divinely Aligned'. Anyways, events for today?
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