Monday Post 330b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 555 steps (my 4th consecutive day stuck @ home) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Satan Wants To Stop You (1)' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm still owed TWENTY MINUTES online this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?

• Nature called once just after midnight,once around 2:45am and again this morning around 6:45am. After the third trip, I spent he ten minutes till 6:55am beginning  beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Shirley and I cuddle and snore, me waking hourly for the pot. :P When PIG mum still hadn't stirred by 9:45am, Era banged the wall and I called her down to come help me up, please.
• She hit me with the eye goo and then left me to get myself mostly independently kitted. After I'd done that, I called her back to please help with Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces.
• That done, I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I went back and sat over the commode for two more tinkles since PIG mum had deliberately left the toilet lid down. 
   I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, 
  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
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