Thursday Post 325

Good afternoon! Firstly, I'm logging in my plodding total for Thursday @ 3380 and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Choose Joy' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR online after I watch Nine's 6pm news tonight!! Anyways, events for today?

• Woo hoo, 10TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:40am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:50am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Shirley and I cuddle and snore; me waking again for the pot :P one hour later when dearest dad walks considerately silently along the hallway and unlocks the door for Tina's supposed arrival @ 8am, before I spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^