- Now @ 1:45pm I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:47. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I've also already played one more memorable game lasting 10:40!
- Nature didn't call again until 6:10am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Shirley and I cuddled and snored, me waking hourly for the pot :P again before PIG mum began her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly not only with the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes. Whilst doing so,
I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* - PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- PIG mum spent last night baking choc chip muffins! I had one for breakfast; dearest dad had two for morning tea. After I finished breakfast, I finished reading the Matthew Reilly novel! Next I'm gonna read that lil Christian book Phil sent me; not sure how I'll like it, coz usually I prefer reading fiction.
- Breakfast and book finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and
finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy
the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make
my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING
to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Okay the bullet points have gone over to the right side again. XD
- That done, I walk myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over,
- After reading the day's Bible passages, I tootle online for myself until PIG mum summons me over for lunch.She's fried us vermicelli for lunch! Not that I'm really a fan since I prefer thick noodles, but hey. XD I get myself a fork and also pour myself one mug of chrysanthemum tea to wash lunch down with.Returning online afterwards, I've had to get up twice: first, when silly dad locks himself outta the house and needs rescuing and secondly when nature calls. XDToms: just church, nothing special. Another day stuck @ home.Righteo, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^.
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