- Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until the noisy garbage truck GROANED when it made its way down Alan Cresc. to start tipping bins; after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Now @ 2:56pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:50. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Shirley and I cuddle and have a tremendous snore; nature doesn't call again until dearest dad considerately walks silently down the hallway to unpop the lock
- After another pot :P trip I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- When dearest dad kisses me goodbye and retucks Shirley and me back into bed before leaving for his hard day's work, I tell him I'm eating dinner earlier tonight first because tonight I'm watching Sandon's comedy performance!
- After he's gone, Shirley and I cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P when PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO and both shoelaces, after which I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- Breakfast is that delicious milk de crunch bun I bought with Tina from Breadtop yesterday, all my usual drugs :P and one warm mug of Milo.
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online,
rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
Friday, April 17, 2020
Friday Post 324c
Good afternoon! Will presumably plod my ten laps with Tina when she comes mind me so just continuing today's events?
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