Sunday Post 332c

Good afternoon and potentially one final greeting for Saturday! Looks like PIG mum's really releasing me from plodding the ten hallway laps Monique set me, so just events for today?

• Woo hoo, 13TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:10am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Soon afterwards, PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs; shortly afterwards she lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra but the tee (since dearest dad's home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realise I felt like doing a stinky unspeakable.
• Breakfast is one of those adorable little chocolate muffins PIG mum baked, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast,   I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  
• Before ESS started, I visited the loo for one more tinkle, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• For worship today, I sang everything plus the harmony for one song but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
• Speaker today was Pastor Chris with his 9th installment from his Edge Of Glory series entitled 'Reckless Love'
• After service, when I was summoned for lunch, I walked myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• After getting myself a fork, lunch was some yummy eggy pancake PIG mum had cooked while I was attending ESS and dad was outside gardening!
• Lunch was washed down with one mug of Chinese/green tea, after which I walked myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  
  
• Well, PIG mum's ordered that I shower @ 3:30. Will prolly haveta let her gleefully force poor Ela to feed me some fruit for arvo tea, but fingers crossed I can read for one hour and maybe even watch Nine's 6pm bulletin again!
• Toms: expect another super-pissy plodding total from me, coz I think PIG mum's gonna tell David I've hurt myself so don't use treadmill today. Personally I just wish he'd not come, full stop! XD
• Tina's minding me from like 1pm till 4pm; wonder how late she'll arrive toms? XD
• Then fingers crossed I can read for one hour again and watch Nine's 6pm bulletin again!
• Righteo, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^