Monday, April 17, 2017

Monday Post 188c

Heylo agai
Em. ^^Good afternoon! Em’s new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 2814. righteo, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 8th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The teddies and I continue cuddling and snoring, me waking on the hour to use the pot :P until PIG mum enters, hits me with the eye goo, helps me very slightly with a bra then leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after using the pot :P once more first. ‘Twas a relief for Ela to not haveta hold onto the sock before Era took the sock off her and put it onto a foot, lemme say that!
- At 3:55pm I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:37. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll be content to call it quits for today. XD
- PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. After letting PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to do random things like open fridge doors and hold onto health supplement bottles, breakfast was one plain (no honey) Weet-bix, some bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) and several delicious Coco Pops Chex, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I happily watched The Morning Show! Awful PIG mum wouldn’t turn the volume up for me; neither would she walk behind me so I could get the remote myself, but luckily the volume was high enough that I could sufficiently hear it~
- Once breakfast was all gobbled down, I walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        But not ten minutes later, dad said ‘twas time to get going! One loo trip and a stinky unspeakable for me, first, then~
-        Dad tootled us off to IKEA! Wow, being open for a public holiday … that place was packed!
-        First, we had lunch @ the IKEA tuckshop. I don’t care that it calls itself a restaurant; it’s seriously only a tuckshop! XD The chicken meatballs were delicious, though; PIG mum lemme munch two. I also had a lil plop of yummy mashed potato, several chips and one small chunk of fish.
-        Rargh, stupid Elf continues hurting today. >< It doesn’t help that the parents continue bitching @ me how I’m supposed to walk, etc. I KNOW how it’s supposed to go! But we walk through the entire store, me slowly, softly but most hatefully singing like half my newest second-favourite song out aloud, closing the left eye for all the important numbers.
-        Afterwards, dad tootles us home, I use the loo once then grab my mobile, sit down and discover that small group’s gonna be @ Dr. Lee’s place but we’re meeting for dinner @ his place first, bring a plate.  Dunno why dad’s refusing to drive me to Dr. Lee’s place for dinner first, but I’ve asked our Whatsapp group is anyone free to please gimme a lift so hopefully somebody’ll say yes~
-        Toms: late morning UQ physio with Olivia. Gosh, I’m really hoping she can help Elf; I’m still freaked out over PIG mum’s threat to – bbl!
Cheers,

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