Sunday Post 190b

Heylo again! Please excuse the first post; I still get too excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 390 steps (obviously I haven’t left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘You Can Change’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s fourteen but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-THREE minutes online after I get back home this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?

-        For my first game of Bejeweled this morning, I lasted 6:36. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll be content to call it quits until toms. XD

-        Now @ 9:27am I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:39. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

-        I used the pot :P once last night @ 11:55pm, once this morning @ 2:30am and once more @ 6:30am when dearest dad came downstairs to use my bathroom and slid the door closed.

PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs one hour later was my signal and wake-up call to use the pot :p once more; soon she was inside my room to help me very slightly with not only a bra but a tee also coz dearest dad hadn’t left for church yet, before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I did so after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.while doing that, I also spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth 9poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Breakfast is some bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), one plain (no honey) Weet-Bix and some delicious Coco Pops Chex, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I happily watch Weekend Sunrise; gosh looks like one Nation’s landed itself into some hot water!

After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        Nature has called twice more since then; both times I’ve walked myself slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, again and always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Alas, Elf isn’t feeling very comfy today, but because I’ve got really decreased sensation there I’m not sure if it’s the blister wound giving me pain or the stupid ankle hurting again … ><

-        Just waiting for PIG mum to come back and take me to service; just church today, definitely nothing special.

-        Fingers crossed, but hopes aren’t up, that I’ll get to enjoy lunch out with my peers. *sigh*

-        Expecting another lonely arvo staring @ the computer, unless someone’s got sth cool planned that I can join in?

-        Toms: it’s the Labour Day public holiday! Unfortunately, that means Kim won’t be coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm (more stress for me *sigh*0, but Daddy Bear’s hoping we can snuggle and snore till 5:50pm before getting up and I’ll watch Seven’s 6pm news. XD  Nah, I’m sure dad will take PIG mum and I out somewhere~ Personally, I’m just rejoicing coz I get to skip one torture session with Vincent the physio! XD Anyways, hopefully bbl this arvo, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^