Wednesday Post 247d

Good evening again! Em’s new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 1750. Anyways, events for today (take two)?

- woo hoo, 10^TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until right in between 7:15am and 7:20am, and after one pot :p trip I spent the ten minutes till right in between 7:25am and 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

- No point trying to fall back asleep when PIG mum’s coming to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra in just over fifteen minutes. When she does come, I also get a lil help with my tee, coz dearest dad hasn’t left for work yet.

- At 8:43pm I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:17. Now, just lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll be content to call it quits for tonight. XD

- After getting myself mostly independently kitted, PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

cheers,

em. ^^