Thursday Post 246b

Heylo again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 2376 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-FOUR MINUTES online after I get back from book club and dinner!! Righteo, continuing today’s events?

- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces (only coz she didn’t wanna be late for work), then I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

- Now @ 3:32pm I’ve played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:43. That’s today’s quotas satisfied and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is one plain (no honey) Weet-Bix, some bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :p and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I happily watch Sunrise, also spending about ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

 Cheers,

Em. ^^