Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Wednesday Post 248b

Good evening and please excuse the first post; I still get too excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1644 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘God Will Make it Up To You’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY-ONE MINUTES online after dinner!! Anyways, events for today?
-        For my first game of Bejeweled @ 6:52pm, I lasted 6:52. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’m content to call it quits for Wednesday. XD
-        Now @ 6:59pm I’ve played another game lasting 5:54. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
-        No point trying to fall back asleep again when PIG mum would be coming to help me very shortly (in about ten minutes) very slightly with not only a bra but a tee (because dearest dad hadn’t left for work yet); instead, I silently, slowly but most hatefully sing like 1/3 of my newest second-favourite song and waited for her.
Sure enough, after that happened, I gave myself fifteen more minutes then got myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is one plain (no honey) Weet-Bix, some bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) and a lil delicious Coco Pops Chex, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!


-        After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the 4WD, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. PIG mum tootled me off to my long-lost cousin Ray (my surname’s Chan while his is Chen; surely billions of generations ago, our cousins were siblings! XD) for some acupuncture and massage. Of course, she gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listened to 97.3FM for most of the day and today, Era helped Ela stretch for one full HOUR (third time ever) before Ela opened and closed her palm 300 times, holding each for a count of five.
-        At Ray’s, I use the loo once first then lie down and get some massage and acupuncture. PIG mum’s in her element, yapping incessantly @ Ray, who’s kind enough to reply and keep a conversation going.
-        Afterwards, I use the loo again and PIG mum tootles us home, where I get started on my writer’s group homework for tomorrow.
-        Aunty Lucia arrives to mind me for three hours and PIG mum heads out for her haircut.
-        Lunch is one yummy toasted tuna with tomato and onion with one slice of cheese melted inside and one big mug of yummy mint drinking chocolate. Aunty Lucia has this green tea pastry thing and shares a lil chunk with me, after I sniffed it and assured her that it didn’t contain any nuts (and even if it did, I wouldn’t die on her. XD)
-        After lunch, I do a stinky unspeakable, before heading back to the gobbling :P table and reading for awhile. I also munch one yummy pear, while Aunty Lucia gently massages Ela.
Cheers,

Em. ^^

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