Good evening! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding
2713 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Keep The Fire Burning’ but thirdly and
way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE
HOUR and TWENTY MINUTES online after I use the loo once more @ 9pm !!! Anyways, events for today?
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For my first game of Bejeweled @ 8:30pm , I lasted 6:20 .
Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll
be content to call it quits until toms. XD
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Now @ 8:41pm
I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:29 .
That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight.
XD
Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature
didn’t call until 7:20am, and after one pot :P trip (awful PIG mum wouldn’t
gimme the pot :P last night, but I was smart and slept with my AFO on, also
leaving Elf’s shoe within reach so if dad for whatever reason wouldn’t gimme
the pot :p either I could walk to the loo myself. Thanks to awesome dad who
gave me the pot :p back, though!) I spent the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning
a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through
today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just
suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
PIG mum hit me with the eye goo before leaving for work ten
minutes later. After dearest dad had tucked the teddies and I back into bed and
promised to stay quiet until Kim arrived so I could sleep, I spent another ten
minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. If I don’t post again
tonight, it’s coz I had to let PIG mum gleefully boot me off to bed before my
most important two hours of the day finished. >< *sigh*
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